Saturday 16th January 2010

It has been a most fascinating last 40 hours for me since i received my most severe punishment yet. i just cannot get out of my mind the most amazing image i have ever seen: Mistress Adira, the cruel sadistic Mistress holding a cane wearing Her black leather gloves. It has just been mind blowing Mistress! Your demeanor and execution of my punishment Mistress was the most chilling experience i have ever had Mistress! It is now apparent to me that my life as a slave has been reasonably easy till now. i have not been exposed to the cruel sadistic streak that exists within Mistress Adira but after Thursday, i am now aware that i am a slave to the most amazing Mistress who exists in the world!

As a slave who craves to be under the control of a strict Mistress, i have not realized just how lucky i have been until now but my level of submission will be taken to a new level and why is that Mistress? i now know that should i ever break any of Your rules, that i may be subjected to a punishment that will be administered without mercy just as it should be Mistress! Punishments are a unique experience in the life of a slave where i realize that i am truly at the mercy of Mistress Adira. Appearing before Mistress when i have been found guilty of breaching Your rules Mistress, awaiting my sentence, is a most chilling experience Mistress.

The effect of this punishment on Your cock has been enormous Mistress, it has been hard and erect for most of the time - Your image of holding the cane with Your black gloves still remains vivid in my memory Mistress and will remain forever Mistress! my buttocks looked fabulous Mistress, the dark crimson stripes across both buttocks Mistres, one of the best sights a slave can ever see in the mirror especially when they appear just below my tattoo Mistress, "Property of Mistress Adira". i am indeed feeling very much like Your property Mistress and there is no better feeling for a slave Mistress. It is a most satisfying and awesome feeling Mistress.

After receiving my punishment i did not know what to do. After such an emotional high, most people would go out and celebrate, have a few drinks and relax, but as a slave i am not deserving of and afforded such privileges and it was home to a ham and tomato sandwich for me as i always have my dreaded weigh-in on Saturday! Being on holidays is difficult as i have so much more time to be tempted to eat but i have been reasonably well controlled for a change and my result this morning was down 0.1 kilograms. i am now at my lowest weight ever of 75.1 kilograms - only 0.1 kilograms to go Mistress till W/we reach O/our current goal weight Mistress, which hopefully W/we will achieve next week Mistress!

Off to a BDSM event tonight at the fabulous Castle Rumble. What a great way to finish my holidays Mistress!!