Sunday 26th July 2009

my weekend got off to a shaky start with my Saturday morning weigh-in. The result was that my weight had gone up 0.3 kilograms during the last week! i was slightly disappointed with the result. i am always slightly disappointed when my weight does not go down but the most important thing is just how would Mistress Adira react? When i reported my result to Mistress, i tried to downplay my disappointment by saying that a small weight gain must be expected every now and then Mistress, and luckily for me it appears as though Mistress agrees with me on this occasion! However i am not sure what the future holds as my weight is going to be a major focus for me from now because yesterday i collected my wonderful new black satin waist cincher!!

i was so excited as i unwrapped my corset and it looks absolutely awesome. Unfortunately i could not try it on as i cannot put it on by myself so for the rest of the afternoon, i could only sit and admire it from a short distance away! Luckily i did not have to wait too long before i was going to be given the opportunity of wearing my new corset as Mistress Adira, butch, connor and i were going to a party last night and i was allowed to go as maid marian!!

i enjoy being dressed in my maid's uniforms at parties as i usually get to wear my feminine attire for much longer periods than when i am working as a maid and last night, wearing my corset was something special! How could one garment make such a difference? Wearing a corset for the first time just made me feel so much more feminine. i was on a high from the very moment Mistress placed her knee in the small of my back to tighten the laces! my body instantly becomes upright and all of a sudden my breasts are pushed upwards and outwards. Yes i can feel my breasts every time my arms move and it is sensational as i am a completely changed person! i no longer feel like a male, i no longer behave like a male, i am different! The feeling of the restriction around my chest is magnificent: i stand upright, i stand proud, i am living a dream!

There was plenty of food available at the party but i ate conservatively: a small serve of lasagna and plenty of salad. Girls have to eat sensibly, especially if they want to enjoy wearing their corset and i want to enjoy every minute of my wonderful new purchase Mistress! i was completely stunned that i was able to wear my corset from 6.00pm till after 2.00am - more than 8 hours - absolutely sensational. And even then i did not want to take it off but when i did, i soon realized just how restrictive the garment actually is Mistress! As Mistress Adira loosened the laces and slowly unfurled the garment from around the waist, a deep sigh exhaled from deep within my body. my chest heaved with relief as my body began to return back to its previous shape and my wonderful waist had disappeared. my body was enjoying its freedom and i was already thinking ahead as to when may i get to wear my corset again. Hopefully i do not have to wait too long Mistress!!!

my feminine exploration has been a tremendous journey this year Mistress and the purchase and experience of wearing genuine authentic feminine garments Mistress, has been an absolute pleasure Mistress. The enjoyment i have had Mistress has far exceeded anything i imagined or thought possible Mistress and i look forward with great enthusiasm and anticipation of continuing my feminization journey Mistress.