Saturday 31st January 2009

It has been great learning day for me, learning things about myself! i awoke at 8.30am with some trepidation as it was weigh-in time. What would the result be? To my surprise my weight was down 0.2 kilograms to 80.1 kgs. my weight is almost back to O/our goal weight of 80 kilograms! It has been a complete change in my attitude over the last few months. Now i want to keep my weight at/or under O/our goal weight as i feel so much happier now that i am slimmer that i never want to go back to my old ways. Not that Mistress Adira will ever allow that!! It is amazing just how i manage my weight now. Somehow it just happens that i eat the right food at the right time to keep my weight at the desired result at weigh-in time!

However there was no time for me to relax and enjoy my weight result for this week as i had a walk to complete and then i was off to the Post Office. Would all my gifts have arrived? i completed my walk with great gusto and it was straight off to the Post Office after that and YES, there they were, ALL of my gifts had arrived. Woohoo, i was excited! i did not realise just how excited until i got home! All of my gifts were purchases for maid marian. maid marian is becoming a very important part of my slave life, in fact i can see that at some time in the future, i may be spending more time as maid marian than i do as myself!! my purchases included a beautiful pink satin maids uniform, a maid pouch and maids gloves!

As soon as i got home the only package i wanted to open was the maid's uniform, my most significant purchase so far. my heart began to beat faster as i saw the pink satin dress for the first time! i was blown away as it was simply awesome. It was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen but there was one problem: would it fit? There was only way to find out and i stripped off and slipped it on for the first time! Oh how soft and i immediately felt like a princess. This was surreal. Could it really be happening to me? i had gone to a lot of trouble before placing my order for the maid's uniform and the size that i purchased was the size recommended by the manufacturer and boy, do they know their sizing - it was a perfect fit! i pranced, i paraded, i shimmied, i raced to and from the mirror. How cute did i look! But more importantly, how great did i feel? i felt fantastic and i felt so feminine it was wonderful!!

i could not control my excitement and i rang Mistress Adira to inform Her that ALL of my purchases had arrived and the maid's uniform was absolutely fantastic!! i am sure that i did not have to tell You that Mistress as i am sure You could tell how excited Your slave was! my sheer delight was infectious as Mistress announced that i should take some images and send them to Her so She could see Her new maid! i was more than happy to share my excitement with my Mistress and after about 10 practice shots, i was happy with 5 images that showed ALL of my new purchases and Mistress responded very soon with unbridled enthusiasm - Her maid looks sensational!

After taking the images for my Goddess i was in a state of flux - i was so excited there was only one thing i wanted to do - have an orgasm. But Mistress was not having any of that. Five orgasms already this year and i was not getting another one! Instead Mistress had the perfect solution - i would be getting dressed into my old maid's uniform and i would be spending the day cleaning my unit: "that should control your level of excitement boy!" i was not happy about that as all males want to do is play with their cock but i no longer have that privilege. In hindsight that was the best thing Mistress could have done for me!

It did not take long for me to be bought back to reality i.e. the slave world when Mistress wanted to know how clean my stove and portable griller were! Say what Mistress? You must be kidding! Do not humiliate me like this Mistress. i have not cleaned the portable griller since my return from Adelaide Mistress and it was getting so bad that even i was thinking about cleaning it Mistress! To make me feel so ashamed of myself, Mistress made me take images of my griller before and after i had cleaned it! Mistress, i felt terribly embarrassed and ashamed Mistress that i had not cleaned my griller for so long. i know i have no excuse Mistress and the only positive for me was that i did not get a punishment as i probably deserved one Mistress!!

i have been dressed in my maid's uniform since 1.00pm and any thoughts about having an orgasm or playing with my cock have disappeared completely! i have been a girl all afternoon and girls do not have cocks and i have settled down into my feminine persona and i do not wish to leave it today!

i have been so consumed in my femininity that i have worn my heels for 6 hours so far and i have not wanted to remove my feet from their heels for a breather! i have often wondered and admired just how females manage to wear heels ALL day. Now i am getting so close to being able to do that as well that i feel i am getting closer and closer to living my feminine dream!

Tomorrow is going to be another exciting day: a session with my Mistress around lunchtime and then maid marian has some cleaning to do in the afternoon. Mistress will get to see Her new look maid in real life for the first time!!!