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Sunday September 28th 2008 - Part 2
i awoke at 8.00am yesterday and stepped on the scales 80.3 kilograms. You little ripper i said aloud, down 0.6 kilograms from last week, no punishment for me this evening! The reason for my jubilation would only truly be appreciated by those slaves who have "suffered" one of Mistress Adira's punishments!!
Last night i arrived home from the BDSM party around 2.00am, Mistress' cock felt like it had been pricked by a thousand needles. Still sharp pangs were being experienced and the adrenalin rush was still flowing in me. Was this overriding the pain and if so would it subside? my mind was still on fire, it was racing thinking about the events of the BDSM party. Mistress Adira looking sensational, wearing a hood and hands tied in a submissive position and spending 90 minutes in a cage!
i tried to get some sleep and decided that it would not be wise to allow any "voluntary" stimulation of Mistress' cock this evening - Mistress' cock was suffering and no point adding to the pain! Of course Mistress' cock and my brain had other ideas and within minutes, Mistress' cock was pounding inside the cage. The points of intrigue by now are cutting into Her cock i am in agony! Between 2.00am and 5.30am i do not know what happened, perhaps i passed out from the pain or did get some sleep but at 5.30am i was awake, wide awake, with a throbbing aching cock!
my mind was going out of control, i wanted to have an erection. i don't think i wanted an orgasm Mistress, just a full unrestricted erection would do Mistress! i had reached a crisis point in my period of chastity, this was going to be a moment of truth for me! The pain i was suffering from the points of intrigue had reached the point where i picked up my phone and was about to ring my Goddess stating that "i needed to be released Mistress. Now Mistress." Before i dialed Mistress' number, i remembered that Her phone is switched off at night so i got out of bed and dressed myself i would have to go and see Her, wake Her up to get released! Luckily for me common sense and better judgment prevailed as i realized that i did not need to see my Mistress as i was not wearing a padlock - i was only wearing a plastic padlock!!
i went to the kitchen drawer and looked for the scissors - i could cut the plastic padlock and then just tell my Mistress i had an emergency and had to release myself! Mistress Adira would understand. Who was i kidding? Mistress would understand exactly what i had done - that i had deliberately released myself from chastity and that would have serious repercussions for me, VERY serious repercussions! i was going mad by now and what could i do? Cut the padlock, free myself and then place a new plastic padlock on without Mistress knowing? One problem - they are numbered! Oh well, another plan doomed!
It was now after 6.00am and Mistress' cock was settling down. Perhaps i could survive after all i began to think to myself. After a glass of water it was time for commonsense to prevail and i snuggled back into bed and hoped to get some sleep! Before i knew it, it was 9.30am. A quick feel down by my groin region and deep sigh of relief as i felt the cold hard plastic of the CB3000 and i realized i had not done anything stupid!
my night of torment had finished - i had survived and i was relieved. How, i am not sure but i have remained in chastity! i have reflected on this for the past few hours Mistress and it is obvious that my thoughts and reactions were a combination of many factors. It has now been 21 days in chastity under the large points of intrigue and they have obviously cut into Your cock Mistress and that is why the sharp pain has begun. Of course there is one way to stop that Mistress. i know...do not allow Your cock to get aroused Mistress. That is easier said than done Mistress! The other major contributing factor is that last night was the first time Mistress Adira has played/tormented me whilst i have been in chastity! It was a truly unbelievable sensation Mistress, one that i obviously have not experienced before Mistress and my thoughts and actions show how badly i coped with such cruel and inhumane treatment Mistress!!!
Luckily for me Mistress' cock and my mind have settled down today and "normal" transmission has been resumed Mistress! After what i survived last night Mistress, i feel as though i can now cope with anything that can happen whilst in chastity Mistress. Only time will tell Mistress if Your slave is living in false hope or if it really was a defining moment for Your "chastity" slave Mistress!
Last night i arrived home from the BDSM party around 2.00am, Mistress' cock felt like it had been pricked by a thousand needles. Still sharp pangs were being experienced and the adrenalin rush was still flowing in me. Was this overriding the pain and if so would it subside? my mind was still on fire, it was racing thinking about the events of the BDSM party. Mistress Adira looking sensational, wearing a hood and hands tied in a submissive position and spending 90 minutes in a cage!
i tried to get some sleep and decided that it would not be wise to allow any "voluntary" stimulation of Mistress' cock this evening - Mistress' cock was suffering and no point adding to the pain! Of course Mistress' cock and my brain had other ideas and within minutes, Mistress' cock was pounding inside the cage. The points of intrigue by now are cutting into Her cock i am in agony! Between 2.00am and 5.30am i do not know what happened, perhaps i passed out from the pain or did get some sleep but at 5.30am i was awake, wide awake, with a throbbing aching cock!
my mind was going out of control, i wanted to have an erection. i don't think i wanted an orgasm Mistress, just a full unrestricted erection would do Mistress! i had reached a crisis point in my period of chastity, this was going to be a moment of truth for me! The pain i was suffering from the points of intrigue had reached the point where i picked up my phone and was about to ring my Goddess stating that "i needed to be released Mistress. Now Mistress." Before i dialed Mistress' number, i remembered that Her phone is switched off at night so i got out of bed and dressed myself i would have to go and see Her, wake Her up to get released! Luckily for me common sense and better judgment prevailed as i realized that i did not need to see my Mistress as i was not wearing a padlock - i was only wearing a plastic padlock!!
i went to the kitchen drawer and looked for the scissors - i could cut the plastic padlock and then just tell my Mistress i had an emergency and had to release myself! Mistress Adira would understand. Who was i kidding? Mistress would understand exactly what i had done - that i had deliberately released myself from chastity and that would have serious repercussions for me, VERY serious repercussions! i was going mad by now and what could i do? Cut the padlock, free myself and then place a new plastic padlock on without Mistress knowing? One problem - they are numbered! Oh well, another plan doomed!
It was now after 6.00am and Mistress' cock was settling down. Perhaps i could survive after all i began to think to myself. After a glass of water it was time for commonsense to prevail and i snuggled back into bed and hoped to get some sleep! Before i knew it, it was 9.30am. A quick feel down by my groin region and deep sigh of relief as i felt the cold hard plastic of the CB3000 and i realized i had not done anything stupid!
my night of torment had finished - i had survived and i was relieved. How, i am not sure but i have remained in chastity! i have reflected on this for the past few hours Mistress and it is obvious that my thoughts and reactions were a combination of many factors. It has now been 21 days in chastity under the large points of intrigue and they have obviously cut into Your cock Mistress and that is why the sharp pain has begun. Of course there is one way to stop that Mistress. i know...do not allow Your cock to get aroused Mistress. That is easier said than done Mistress! The other major contributing factor is that last night was the first time Mistress Adira has played/tormented me whilst i have been in chastity! It was a truly unbelievable sensation Mistress, one that i obviously have not experienced before Mistress and my thoughts and actions show how badly i coped with such cruel and inhumane treatment Mistress!!!
Luckily for me Mistress' cock and my mind have settled down today and "normal" transmission has been resumed Mistress! After what i survived last night Mistress, i feel as though i can now cope with anything that can happen whilst in chastity Mistress. Only time will tell Mistress if Your slave is living in false hope or if it really was a defining moment for Your "chastity" slave Mistress!
Posted by slave tate at Sunday, September 28, 2008 1:24 PM 
Categories: my chastity, my slave journal
Categories: my chastity, my slave journal
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