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Monday 28th July 2008
i have been in a mild state of shock since about 11.00pm last night when i read my blog entry for yesterday where it confirmed that my Gold Coast Mistress is about to take complete control of Her cock and that She will now determine when i have an erection and orgasm (if ever)!
No wonder i have been in a mild state of shock at such a revelation - my mind has been a complete mess over the last 24 hours. What have i done? What have i got myself into? Can my Mistress possibly control when i have an erection and orgasm? The answer to the last question was easy: yes, Mistress Adira can and will control when i have an erection and orgasm from now on. The CB3000 and the large points of intrigue will make sure that happens and i will only be allowed an erection and orgasm when Mistress allows the CB3000 to be removed. How often will that happen i have no idea! How often will my Mistress allow me to orgasm? A good question i ponder and then recall to my horror Mistress Adira once stating that for health reasons a male only needs to orgasm about once every 6 months! Mistress surely not Mistress i exclaim. An orgasm once every 6 months! How could i control Her cock for 6 months? Impossible i think but who knows!
The questions keep flowing through my brain and ultimately i come to the conclusion that i am about to enter the most fascinating and exciting form of control a slave can have happen to him - erection and orgasm control through permanent chastity! i have not been able to control Mistress' cock over the last 24 hours, it has been huge, throbbing within the confines of its tiny cage with nowhere to go! i could not even contemplate going to bed till about 1.00am last night and after going to bed at 1.00am, i could not sleep because of one small hard cock wanting to explode! It was not until around 3.00am that i could finally get some sleep and soon it was time to wake up and off to work!
i was wide awake at 6.00am and my lack of sleep did not matter today - adrenalin was still flowing through my body. When would it die down? Well not on the train that was for sure! It was a most excruciating and painful journey this morning. Mistress' cock became harder and harder as i kept reciting over and over the 6 points word for word from my blog last night! After each recital i formed the same conclusion there will be no escape for me and i will be completely at the mercy and wishes of my Goddess!
i have not been able to keep my mind off this change in my "life" all day, not even work could keep my mind off what is about to happen to me! i cannot wait till i commence my new period of chastity but first i have to finish this period of chastity and what will Mistress Adira do when i have completed my month in chastity? How long a gap will i have between periods of chastity? Will my Goddess allow me the luxury and privilege of an orgasm at the end of my month in chastity or will i be placed back in chastity straight away! The possibilities are endless and i have absolutely no idea what my Goddess will do. i know what i hope for and would prefer Mistress but i fear that my Goddess knows what i want as well and it may just be that i am about to learn another important lesson as to who is in charge of Her cock! i have been trying to think of the worst possible scenario and then any decision you make that is deemed better than that Mistress, will mean your slave has got lucky Mistress! The big question is Mistress, will your slave be lucky Mistress and be allowed an orgasm before being placed in chastity again Mistress?
No wonder i have been in a mild state of shock at such a revelation - my mind has been a complete mess over the last 24 hours. What have i done? What have i got myself into? Can my Mistress possibly control when i have an erection and orgasm? The answer to the last question was easy: yes, Mistress Adira can and will control when i have an erection and orgasm from now on. The CB3000 and the large points of intrigue will make sure that happens and i will only be allowed an erection and orgasm when Mistress allows the CB3000 to be removed. How often will that happen i have no idea! How often will my Mistress allow me to orgasm? A good question i ponder and then recall to my horror Mistress Adira once stating that for health reasons a male only needs to orgasm about once every 6 months! Mistress surely not Mistress i exclaim. An orgasm once every 6 months! How could i control Her cock for 6 months? Impossible i think but who knows!
The questions keep flowing through my brain and ultimately i come to the conclusion that i am about to enter the most fascinating and exciting form of control a slave can have happen to him - erection and orgasm control through permanent chastity! i have not been able to control Mistress' cock over the last 24 hours, it has been huge, throbbing within the confines of its tiny cage with nowhere to go! i could not even contemplate going to bed till about 1.00am last night and after going to bed at 1.00am, i could not sleep because of one small hard cock wanting to explode! It was not until around 3.00am that i could finally get some sleep and soon it was time to wake up and off to work!
i was wide awake at 6.00am and my lack of sleep did not matter today - adrenalin was still flowing through my body. When would it die down? Well not on the train that was for sure! It was a most excruciating and painful journey this morning. Mistress' cock became harder and harder as i kept reciting over and over the 6 points word for word from my blog last night! After each recital i formed the same conclusion there will be no escape for me and i will be completely at the mercy and wishes of my Goddess!
i have not been able to keep my mind off this change in my "life" all day, not even work could keep my mind off what is about to happen to me! i cannot wait till i commence my new period of chastity but first i have to finish this period of chastity and what will Mistress Adira do when i have completed my month in chastity? How long a gap will i have between periods of chastity? Will my Goddess allow me the luxury and privilege of an orgasm at the end of my month in chastity or will i be placed back in chastity straight away! The possibilities are endless and i have absolutely no idea what my Goddess will do. i know what i hope for and would prefer Mistress but i fear that my Goddess knows what i want as well and it may just be that i am about to learn another important lesson as to who is in charge of Her cock! i have been trying to think of the worst possible scenario and then any decision you make that is deemed better than that Mistress, will mean your slave has got lucky Mistress! The big question is Mistress, will your slave be lucky Mistress and be allowed an orgasm before being placed in chastity again Mistress?
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