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Monday 30th June 2008
i awoke this morning with great trepidation - would anyone notice my new feminine eyebrows? Traveling on the train this morning i was observing as many Superior Females as i could. my focus was on only one thing - not what you are thinking Mistress - i was focused on their eyebrows! After observing about 20 females i came to the conclusion that i do have very feminine looking eyebrows now and beautifully shaped. The only difference i could see is that some Superior Females have their eyebrows slightly thinner than mine, but then again, mine are thinner than some other Superior Females! How did that make me feel? Excited, embarrassed, humiliated yet with an overwhelming feeling of satisfaction that my Mistress has delivered on one of Her promises!
i was very sheepish at work today trying not to expose my eyebrows for comment. It was head down and bottom up for me today. Such a change, but it does not mean i did any more work! Even going to the Coffee Shop was an adventure. i was concerned that they would say something but nothing was said so my fears of being exposed did not eventuate today but who knows what tomorrow will bring!
i was required to carry my 4" vibrator with me all day today, usually this means that i will get to play with my toy sometime during the day but today was different. i received no message from my Goddess whilst at work and as the day progressed without any instructions, i began to think about how my life is slowly being overtaken with feminine actions and behaviours. i now have to wear female panties every day, keep my legs shaved and have lovely feminine shaped eyebrows AND i was carrying a 4" vibrator in my pocket! Unbelievable how easily and quickly my Goddess has introduced such a strong feminine influence in to my life in such a short time - my life has changed so much for the better!
i was having a quiet evening at home just having completed dinner and surfing the net hoping/waiting that my Goddess will consider me worthy of some conversation tonight. At 7.17pm i received an SMS from my Goddess - i was required to use my toy on Mistress' nipples for 30 minutes starting at 7.20pm. After uttering a few expletives that was only 2 minutes away, i replied to my Mistress " Mistress, yes Mistress, thank You Mistress". After all what else could i say? "No Mistress that is not convenient at that time"! i don't think so! i stripped off and set about using my toy on Mistress' nipples - first on the left nipple and then the right nipple. Mistress' cock has been in a very aroused state over the last few days and it soon was standing very proud and erect! i continued to play with my toy - the left nipple seemed to be far more sensitive this evening so i devoted most of my time and effort to this nipple! i soon found out that 30 minutes is a long time and my wrist and arm became very tired after about 20 minutes. Mistress says i must be out of practice (which is true) but i replied i don't usually need more than a few minutes!
Apart from this my thoughts have been concentrating on being placed in locked chastity again tomorrow evening. i know that it will happen and i have been thinking what would i do if i was a Mistress? Would i keep my slave in chastity? Hell yes has been my answer! i would keep him in chastity forever with no escape! It has become obvious to me that i do enjoy being placed in chastity. What greater form of control can my Mistress have on Her slave than preventing Her slave from having any form of erection? It has to be the greatest form of control a Mistress can impose upon Her slave and therefore this is one of the greatest compliments that can be afforded to me. i do cherish that my Goddess considers me worthy of such a privilege and i will be happy to stay in locked chastity for as long as my Goddess desires.
The 9 stripes on my right buttock courtesy of Mistress' cane from the pajama party are starting to fade rapidly - this evening only 8 remain. Oh well, too bad stripes cannot stay there forever! The big question on my mind this evening is, will i get to have a final orgasm tomorrow night before i commence my period in locked chastity? i have no idea what my Mistress' intentions are. i think my Mistress may allow me a final orgasm but there is always the possibility that my Mistress will put me in locked chastity without a final orgasm just to increase my level of torment and frustration!
i was very sheepish at work today trying not to expose my eyebrows for comment. It was head down and bottom up for me today. Such a change, but it does not mean i did any more work! Even going to the Coffee Shop was an adventure. i was concerned that they would say something but nothing was said so my fears of being exposed did not eventuate today but who knows what tomorrow will bring!
i was required to carry my 4" vibrator with me all day today, usually this means that i will get to play with my toy sometime during the day but today was different. i received no message from my Goddess whilst at work and as the day progressed without any instructions, i began to think about how my life is slowly being overtaken with feminine actions and behaviours. i now have to wear female panties every day, keep my legs shaved and have lovely feminine shaped eyebrows AND i was carrying a 4" vibrator in my pocket! Unbelievable how easily and quickly my Goddess has introduced such a strong feminine influence in to my life in such a short time - my life has changed so much for the better!
i was having a quiet evening at home just having completed dinner and surfing the net hoping/waiting that my Goddess will consider me worthy of some conversation tonight. At 7.17pm i received an SMS from my Goddess - i was required to use my toy on Mistress' nipples for 30 minutes starting at 7.20pm. After uttering a few expletives that was only 2 minutes away, i replied to my Mistress " Mistress, yes Mistress, thank You Mistress". After all what else could i say? "No Mistress that is not convenient at that time"! i don't think so! i stripped off and set about using my toy on Mistress' nipples - first on the left nipple and then the right nipple. Mistress' cock has been in a very aroused state over the last few days and it soon was standing very proud and erect! i continued to play with my toy - the left nipple seemed to be far more sensitive this evening so i devoted most of my time and effort to this nipple! i soon found out that 30 minutes is a long time and my wrist and arm became very tired after about 20 minutes. Mistress says i must be out of practice (which is true) but i replied i don't usually need more than a few minutes!
Apart from this my thoughts have been concentrating on being placed in locked chastity again tomorrow evening. i know that it will happen and i have been thinking what would i do if i was a Mistress? Would i keep my slave in chastity? Hell yes has been my answer! i would keep him in chastity forever with no escape! It has become obvious to me that i do enjoy being placed in chastity. What greater form of control can my Mistress have on Her slave than preventing Her slave from having any form of erection? It has to be the greatest form of control a Mistress can impose upon Her slave and therefore this is one of the greatest compliments that can be afforded to me. i do cherish that my Goddess considers me worthy of such a privilege and i will be happy to stay in locked chastity for as long as my Goddess desires.
The 9 stripes on my right buttock courtesy of Mistress' cane from the pajama party are starting to fade rapidly - this evening only 8 remain. Oh well, too bad stripes cannot stay there forever! The big question on my mind this evening is, will i get to have a final orgasm tomorrow night before i commence my period in locked chastity? i have no idea what my Mistress' intentions are. i think my Mistress may allow me a final orgasm but there is always the possibility that my Mistress will put me in locked chastity without a final orgasm just to increase my level of torment and frustration!
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