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Friday 30th May 2008
Another diabolical night for me - managed 4 hours sleep last night! i cannot believe how Mistress' cock gets aroused just like clockwork. At exactly 3.05am i was awoken from my sleep by a huge erection - it was pounding against the cage - the points of intrigue were biting viciously into Mistress' cock - i could do absolutely nothing. i turned over to the left, i lay on my back, i lay on my stomach, i turned over to the right. Eventually in desperation i went to the toilet, one of the few ways i know that a male can get rid of any unwanted erection is to have a pee - at least sitting on the seat i do not have to worry about making a mess. my plan worked well and at 4.10am Mistress' cock had returned to some form of normality - some 1 hour and 5 minutes later!
my torment for the evening was not over yet as at around 5.40am Mistress' cock was back in action again. No point worrying about trying to get any more sleep - just lay there until 6.00am when it was time to get up. Oh well, so much for having 6 - 7 hours sleep a night. Hopefully my Mistress will not expect me to survive on 4 hours sleep from next week!
The train trip to Brisbane was very unusual - no erection for the first time whilst in chastity and i am pretty sure that i did grab a few more zeds!!! However although Mistress' cock was well behaved on the train to work it was not that well behaved at work as it became aroused twice at work today - never any rest for me. So the daily tally for today is 4. i have no idea how many "unauthorized" erections i have had this week as i have not been keeping a running tally but i fear it maybe in excess of 20. i just wonder what that means? Is that acceptable for a slave in locked chastity or does that deserve a punishment? i have no idea and will just have to wait to see what my Goddess has to say - after all who knows just how many "unauthorized" erections is too many!
i could not go for my walk last night but Mistress said i had to catch up tonight - you would not think that to miss 1 walk would matter but everything matters to my Mistress - so it was off for a walk this evening. Luckily for me the weather was not too bad because Mistress does not care if i get wet, that is just too bad for me if it is raining!
Saturday again tomorrow and weigh in day - always weighs heavily on my mind. Who wants to receive at least 12 strokes of the cane from Mistress? Certainly not me and then there is always the possibility of bread and water if i put on weight - life is hard as a collared slave.
A busy weekend ahead for me - going out to a BDSM event with Mistress and another dominant female friend of Mistress' on Saturday - always exciting times. Have to be on my best behaviour and then on Sunday my chastity is over. Mistress has announced that my period of locked chastity will finish on Sunday for this time - i am happy about that and cannot wait to feel the breeze blowing against free hanging balls - bliss!! It will only be 11 days but it has felt like 11 weeks!
my torment for the evening was not over yet as at around 5.40am Mistress' cock was back in action again. No point worrying about trying to get any more sleep - just lay there until 6.00am when it was time to get up. Oh well, so much for having 6 - 7 hours sleep a night. Hopefully my Mistress will not expect me to survive on 4 hours sleep from next week!
The train trip to Brisbane was very unusual - no erection for the first time whilst in chastity and i am pretty sure that i did grab a few more zeds!!! However although Mistress' cock was well behaved on the train to work it was not that well behaved at work as it became aroused twice at work today - never any rest for me. So the daily tally for today is 4. i have no idea how many "unauthorized" erections i have had this week as i have not been keeping a running tally but i fear it maybe in excess of 20. i just wonder what that means? Is that acceptable for a slave in locked chastity or does that deserve a punishment? i have no idea and will just have to wait to see what my Goddess has to say - after all who knows just how many "unauthorized" erections is too many!
i could not go for my walk last night but Mistress said i had to catch up tonight - you would not think that to miss 1 walk would matter but everything matters to my Mistress - so it was off for a walk this evening. Luckily for me the weather was not too bad because Mistress does not care if i get wet, that is just too bad for me if it is raining!
Saturday again tomorrow and weigh in day - always weighs heavily on my mind. Who wants to receive at least 12 strokes of the cane from Mistress? Certainly not me and then there is always the possibility of bread and water if i put on weight - life is hard as a collared slave.
A busy weekend ahead for me - going out to a BDSM event with Mistress and another dominant female friend of Mistress' on Saturday - always exciting times. Have to be on my best behaviour and then on Sunday my chastity is over. Mistress has announced that my period of locked chastity will finish on Sunday for this time - i am happy about that and cannot wait to feel the breeze blowing against free hanging balls - bliss!! It will only be 11 days but it has felt like 11 weeks!
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