Wow, what a way to spend a Tuesday evening. Mistress Adira decided it was time to have an evening session and i was in a very excited state when i arrived at 8.00pm! i had no idea what Mistress had planned for this evening's session which just adds to the excitement but the time had arrived and i was standing naked in the dungeon waiting, waiting, waiting!
As soon as Mistress entered the dungeon She went straight to Her rope basket. i could not think of a better way to spend a Tuesday evening Mistress than being bound in a rope corset! Mistress Adira had been wanting to do a rope corset on a willing rope bunny and i am one of the most willing rope bunnies around Mistress! i had never had a rope corset done before so it was all virgin territory and experience for me. What would it feel like? Would it feel like a real corset? i was eager to find out Mistress!
Mistress Adira selected jute rope first to make an upper chest harness as the base and then it was some red hemp applied around my upper stomach, around and around Mistress wrapped the hemp rope and when it was time for some more rope, it was a switch back to jute rope! Mistress continued to switch between jute and hemp rope as slowly but surely Mistress Adira began to make the rope corset. It was beginning to feel fantastic, just like a real corset as my stomach was being pushed down lower and lower. i was holding my arms above my head, sucking my tummy in, standing taller with every loop of the rope corset.
Mistress Adira decided there was enough room for 1 more length of jute rope and finally my rope corset was bound securely and tightly. i was getting very aroused being bound in my rope corset and what a fantastic feeling Mistress! It really was just like a real corset Mistress and the bonus for me was that it covered all of the lower half of my body Mistress, much more like a corset that a female would be able to wear! i was a very happy slave as Mistress Adira inspected Her work and took some pics! i was thinking my night of fun was rapidly coming to an end but Mistress Adira had a surprise for me, the rope corset was only part 1 of the session Mistress had planned. What else could there be Mistress? i was an extremely curious slave as i stood tall in my wonderful rope corset wondering what would happen next Mistress!
Mistress Adira was in full swing now and soon my hands were tied securely behind my back and shackled to the ceiling beam. my mind was working overtime now. What was Mistress going to do next? Mistress Adira then began working on tying some violet hemp rope around my right leg. Was i going to be bound together on my legs? i had no idea but i was soon to find out! Mistress Adira continued working on my right leg with a band of rope around my upper thigh, just above my knee and ankle and i was ready. But ready for what Mistress?
i soon found out what Mistress had in store for me - leg suspension - as my right leg was hoisted off the ground, i was left to stand on my left leg and balance against the rope holding my arms! i soon realized that i would only be able to maintain my position by trusting the rope holding my arms and i have no problems trusting my rope bonds and soon i was standing quite comfortably on my left leg, with my right leg raised 2 feet in the air in front! Holding my balance was quite simple provided i did not move a muscle in my body. The slightest eye movement caused me to wobble so i had to concentrate to the max if i was going to be able to remain in this position! i was able to hold my position quite well as long as i did not move but that is not easy when i want to see what Mistress Adira is doing as She was moving around the dungeon having a good look at Her slave from all angles, suspended on one leg!
my left leg was beginning to feel the strain after a while when Mistress Adira released my right leg from its suspended position and i returned to having both feet back on the ground but not for long! Mistress Adira decided to change the band of rope around my right leg and soon i was being suspended in a different position! Mistress Adira had now pulled my right leg back behind my body and i was back standing on one leg again! This position was far easier to maintain than having my leg suspended in front and i was able to move the odd muscle whilst in this position!
i had often admired pictures of slaves being suspended by one or more limbs of the body and to think tonight i was experiencing the sensation myself - what a dream come true Mistress. i was a very ecstatic slave as anything to do with rope suspension just proves to be a great adrenalin rush for me Mistress! Mistress Adira decided to release my leg from being suspended behind me and i was now back with 2 feet on the ground, thinking my night of fun was over as Mistress began untying the band of rope around my right leg!
After undoing the band of rope around my leg Mistress Adira was about to release my arms from behind my back when i was ordered against the web and within seconds i was tied to the web. Mistress had one more surprise left - Her cock had been in a very aroused state and was ready to explode and after a few tweaks of my nipples, there would be no holding back as Mistress allowed me the privilege of a most intense and satisfying orgasm!! What an unexpected way to finish such a fabulous and memorable session Mistress!
i arrived home just after 10.00pm and when i arrived home i was completely drained of energy. Who would have thought standing on one leg in a rope corset could be so physically and mentally exhausting Mistress!
75.0 kilograms. Yes Mistress Adira, that was the result of my weigh-in on Saturday morning. W/we have finally achieved O/our goal weight Mistress and what a fantastic feeling it is Mistress to lose that last 100 grams Mistress to get down to O/our goal weight! Two years and 10 months of hard work, dedication and discipline Mistress to go from 106.4 kilograms to just 75.0 kilograms. It seems so surreal Mistress. Is it really true Mistress? Mistress, yes Mistress, of course it is true and i have been enjoying the benefits of my new body and healthy lifestyle for many months now. What a change it has been Mistress!
i still remember the day when You announced that i would be going on a strict diet and exercise regime Mistress on the 8th April 2007 Mistress - Easter - what a time to commence a new lifestyle Mistress. At the time Mistress i was quite happy to go on a strict diet and exercise regime, lose a few kilograms and i would feel much better and healthier Mistress. Perhaps get my weight under 100 kilograms or if i was really fortunate, get my weight down to 95 kilograms Mistress, that would be my limit, that would be my ultimate achievement i thought Mistress!
Little did i realize at the time that You had other ideas Mistress. That i would become a very slim and much healthier slave Mistress and 95 kilograms was only the beginning!!!
Mistress has been very generous in allowing me to celebrate the achievement of reaching O/our goal weight - a breakfast with Mistress Adira, butch and connor yesterday and then pizza and beer last night for dinner whilst i was allowed to watch the tennis! Almost like the bad old days for Your slave Mistress but they will never reoccur Mistress, it is only going to be healthy food and exercise for Your slave from now on Mistress!
It is going to be very interesting how my weight fluctuates now that W/we have achieved O/our goal weight. Obviously i will be trying very hard to keep my weight at the 75 kilogram mark but i am sure that Mistress Adira will be keeping a very close eye on my weight from now on and i am sure that Mistress will have some plans to deal with any unacceptable variations in my weight!!
This week is a very special week for me: on 4th February 2007 my life changed forever, that was the day Mistress Adira approved my request to do some email training!!! It is hard to believe that so much has happened in such a short time Mistress. my hopes and expectations were exceeded within the first few months Mistress and it really has been the most incredible journey ever since Mistress, a journey that Your slave hopes will continue for a very long time Mistress.
It has been a relatively quiet time for me over the last few weeks as Mistress Adira has been busy looking after Her overseas visitor and the festive season! That does not mean that i have not seen Mistress. Mistress has been very kind in inviting me to farewell afternoon teas and dinners for O/our overseas friend! Being allowed such privileges and treats is a bit difficult for me as i am not used to such luxuries or at least so many so often and i am still required somehow to manage my weight! Mistress Adira has made it very clear that i am not permitted to gain weight no matter what privileges i have been given! For some reason i feel as though being required to manage my weight so carefully that i am just how i imagine all females feel - always being conscious of the impact of what i eat will have on my weight and figure!
my desire to live as a slave continues to drive me and i am feeling a stronger and stronger desire to behave as a slave should whenever in Mistress Adira's presence e.g. sitting on the floor instead of a chair or seat feels as though it is the right place for me. i do not need or require the luxury of sitting anywhere else but on the floor as that is where a slave should always sit! i am also very keen to assist Mistress whenever possible and if there is ever a chance for me to do some cleaning up or tidying, then i am quick to do it without being asked. i just go off quietly and quickly to the kitchen to wash the dishes and put them away. After all, why should Mistress Adira have a huge pile of dishes to do after we leave - that is what Her slave is for!!
my reward for attending the farewell's for O/our overseas friend was dinner at the Ashmore Steak and Seafood Restaurant with butch and connor. Oysters and Moreton Bay bugs were my choice and they were simply sensational whilst for the afternoon tea, it was the incredible and wonderful Mistress Adira's now famous Tiramisu - i was even allowed a 2nd serving!!! At the afternoon tea Mistress also invited some other close BDSM friends and it was a great relaxing afternoon! In addition Mistress Adira has been making good use of Her chauffeur. Mistress says it is very handy having a chauffeur to drive Her to dinner etc which allows Her to relax and enjoy Herself and the bonus for me is, i get to wear my chauffeur's uniform in full view of the many guests dining at nearby restaurants!
Although i am completely comfortable and understand my role within Your realm Mistress, it does become difficult at times to adjust to not being required and of assistance as often Mistress! Whilst it is not easy to cope with Mistress, it has been very helpful to me Mistress as it gives me time to realize just what a special privilege and honour it is when i am deemed worthy of Your most valuable and important time Mistress. However the down side is that it can be a little boring at home waiting/hoping for You to communicate with me Mistress and i do try and amuse myself at home Mistress! i have had plenty of thinking time Mistress. Thinking is not good for a slave Mistress - the mind wanders, ponders, fantasizes Mistress. Some of my fantasies have included that i was on an Orgasm Denial program, maid marian was being feminised more and more by learning all about wearing make up and other beauty techniques and tips, being locked in my collar and/or full maid's uniform all day. Whilst all this helps pass the time of the day and keeps me aroused and excited whilst i wait patiently and quietly for Mistress Adira to deem me worthy of Her most valuable time!!
What a lucky slave i was today as Mistress decided to spend most of Australia Day with Her slave and i had a fabulous session this morning followed by some lunch and then maid marian did some cleaning. All up i was in the presence of Mistress Adira for more than 7 hours - what a very fortunate slave Mistress! Any thoughts of being on an orgasm denial program Mistress have disappeared as i was allowed a most intense orgasm this morning. It had been a few weeks since my last orgasm and although Mistress' cock has been getting aroused big time, it has been relatively well behaved considering Mistress. It seems to be very happy being allowed an orgasm every couple of weeks Mistress!
Mistress Adira was keen to experiment with some practice for my longest Hogtie Record attempt next month. Mistress needed to make sure She had sufficient length of rope and the ropes were in the right place not to cause any great level of unnecessary discomfort. After all i do have to spend at least 1 hour in the hogtie to break the record - not an easy task! Mistress Adira was happy with my position and i spent quite a time in my hogtie position just to get me used to the position and what a position it is Mistress! Perfect for this slave who has a fascination with the floor Mistress - face turned sideways. The floor is my best friend in the hogtie position and the view is very limited Mistress although Mistress there was one major benefit for me Mistress!
The only thing i could see from time to time was Mistress Adira's feet. What a great sight for a slave Mistress to be able to only view the divine feet of Mistress. i could see nothing else bar the beautiful painted toenails of Mistress Adira. If only i could have worshiped them Mistress but being permitted to see Your divine feet made the time pass quickly Mistress! Painted toes look so wonderful and feminine Mistress! It was good to have a test run for my hogtie record attempt. i am pretty confident that i will be able to beat the previous record Mistress but whether i will be the holder of the record by the end of the Records night, time will only tell as there now may be a few other people attempting this record on the night as well! It will be fun to see just how long i can remain hogtied Mistress!!!
After lunch Mistress Adira was requiring maid marian to do some cleaning. It had been a great day so far and hopefully i would not ruin it by doing something silly! i was confident that i had not forgotten anything although i am never really confident until i have everything on and girl was i in for a shock! After all my care and effort i had still managed to leave something behind, my red bra was nowhere to be found. It was not in my suitcase Mistress! Luckily for me and i do mean very luckily for me Mistress, i had bought another bra only a few weeks ago Mistress when on holidays Mistress, a nice purple bra that i had placed in my bag just in case of emergencies like today Mistress!! Phew what a close call and lucky escape for me Mistress. It is almost like i need 2 of everything Mistress just to be sure that i do not forget anything Mistress! Still a slave needs a little fortune sometimes and today i was fortunate enough to have my "new" bra in the suitcase and i had a wonderful time dressed in my maid's uniform!
Time to continue my feminine desire this evening by just wearing my black nylon slip and black panties. In fact i find myself just wearing my black nylon slip and panties at home more often than my normal male attire lately. It is just so cool and free hanging i feel so comfortable and fabulous wearing my feminine lingerie at home! i just feel so natural and comfortable living as a slave Mistress!
Last night Mistress Adira was attending a BDSM event at the fabulous Castle Rumble and i was being afforded the privilege of accompanying Mistress to this event. During the week Mistress and i had numerous and quite lengthy discussions as to whether i would go as myself or maid marian as Mistress was concerned about how hot it would be for me dressed in my full maid's uniform! Whilst i appreciated Mistress' concern about it possibly being too hot initially in my stockings and petticoat etc, it really is a no brainer for me when it comes to getting dressed in feminine attire or going as a mere male! There is just so much more excitement and anticipation about me going to an event dressed as maid marian compared to going as myself and if maid marian could cope with attending a BDSM event in the heart of the city in Melbourne on a Friday night, then she can cope with anything Mistress!!
As the weather forecast was for a slightly cooler evening than it first appeared, Mistress Adira kindly allowed me to go as maid marian. The choice of what i wear is not mine, like most decisions in my life, and Mistress announced that i would be wearing my black uniform! my excitement levels always go up a notch or two when Mistress Adira says that i am required to wear my black uniform as my black uniform is capable of being padlocked on. Will i be padlocked into my uniform for the evening? Will i be released from my dress to go home? The possibilities are endless whenever i am locked into my uniform but before that happened, i had some grooming matters to attend to - shaving!
i try to make sure that i am feeling and looking as feminine as possible when i am going out. After all a girl has to look nice Mistress and it was time to shave my legs again, it had been just over a week since i had last shaved and they were looking and feeling a bit rough! i have become more and more conscious of my body hair lately and last time i shaved not only my legs, but around my breasts and upper chest. Certainly a different look and feeling Mistress and yesterday i went one step further as well as shaving my legs, breasts and upper chest, i shaved my underarms. What a transformation Mistress!! How much more feminine does a male look with lovely hair free shaved underarms Mistress? A most sensational feeling and look for me Mistress!! i was now ready to go out!
After i was dressed in my maid's uniform, i was standing before Mistress Adira with corset in hand and Mistress places my corset around my stomach. The shape of my body is changed, i stand much taller, my tummy is tucked in, my breaths are shorter as i adjust my body to its lovely new feminine shape! Then my moment of truth is about to arrive: will i be locked into anything for the evening? This is always the biggest moment of the night so far. Will Mistress padlock my uniform, collar, heels and if so, is there the possibility that for the first time i may be sent home after the event is finished still locked in my collar, uniform or heels? The prospect although highly unlikely to ever happen, is always there and the result is always unknown till i am finally unlocked!
Tonight Mistress Adira decides to only lock my heels on. At least i do not have to worry about going home still dressed in my maid's uniform or wearing my posture collar but it does mean my feet will be in for a long and painful night! As it turned out, i wore my maid's uniform for more than 9 hours - 5.00pm till 2.00am. What a sensual feeling to be dressed in my feminine attire for such a long period Mistress! i had a fabulous time at the BDSM event. It is amazing just how much i learn about being feminine - the difference between male and female attitudes and behaviours is just so amazing Mistress, it is mind blowing! Last night the attention females pay to the important accessories and i received so many compliments about my appearance. Females truly appreciate the effort a girl makes to complete her outfit, from the purple padlocks, matching lace wrist cuffs to the matching maid purse. Females are just so much more appreciative of the little things Mistress!
After getting changed at 2.00am last night as i removed my bra and breast forms, i could not believe just how hard and erect my nipples were Mistress - like bullets they were Mistress. If my nipples are any way to judge how good a night Your slave had dressed as Your maid Mistress, it was up there with the very best Mistress - it was a 10 out of 10 night Mistress!!! There is no time for me rest today as Mistress Adira requires Her maid for cleaning duties again this afternoon and i get to wear my lovely feminine lingerie and maid's uniforms again today. What a lucky male, but more importantly, what a lucky slave i am Mistress!
It has been a most fascinating last 40 hours for me since i received my most severe punishment yet. i just cannot get out of my mind the most amazing image i have ever seen: Mistress Adira, the cruel sadistic Mistress holding a cane wearing Her black leather gloves. It has just been mind blowing Mistress! Your demeanor and execution of my punishment Mistress was the most chilling experience i have ever had Mistress! It is now apparent to me that my life as a slave has been reasonably easy till now. i have not been exposed to the cruel sadistic streak that exists within Mistress Adira but after Thursday, i am now aware that i am a slave to the most amazing Mistress who exists in the world!
As a slave who craves to be under the control of a strict Mistress, i have not realized just how lucky i have been until now but my level of submission will be taken to a new level and why is that Mistress? i now know that should i ever break any of Your rules, that i may be subjected to a punishment that will be administered without mercy just as it should be Mistress! Punishments are a unique experience in the life of a slave where i realize that i am truly at the mercy of Mistress Adira. Appearing before Mistress when i have been found guilty of breaching Your rules Mistress, awaiting my sentence, is a most chilling experience Mistress.
The effect of this punishment on Your cock has been enormous Mistress, it has been hard and erect for most of the time - Your image of holding the cane with Your black gloves still remains vivid in my memory Mistress and will remain forever Mistress! my buttocks looked fabulous Mistress, the dark crimson stripes across both buttocks Mistres, one of the best sights a slave can ever see in the mirror especially when they appear just below my tattoo Mistress, "Property of Mistress Adira". i am indeed feeling very much like Your property Mistress and there is no better feeling for a slave Mistress. It is a most satisfying and awesome feeling Mistress.
After receiving my punishment i did not know what to do. After such an emotional high, most people would go out and celebrate, have a few drinks and relax, but as a slave i am not deserving of and afforded such privileges and it was home to a ham and tomato sandwich for me as i always have my dreaded weigh-in on Saturday! Being on holidays is difficult as i have so much more time to be tempted to eat but i have been reasonably well controlled for a change and my result this morning was down 0.1 kilograms. i am now at my lowest weight ever of 75.1 kilograms - only 0.1 kilograms to go Mistress till W/we reach O/our current goal weight Mistress, which hopefully W/we will achieve next week Mistress!
Off to a BDSM event tonight at the fabulous Castle Rumble. What a great way to finish my holidays Mistress!!
It has been a very hard 24 hours for me waiting for my punishment time to arrive Mistress. i found it difficult to sleep, in fact i found it hard to do anything last night. How severe would my punishment be from Mistress Adira? i had mucked up big time and my punishment had to be my most severe yet, but how severe was the big question Mistress! Although i was not pleased with position in which i found myself in, i had no doubts about whether any punishment was deserved. Deserved it was, most certainly deserved Mistress, there was absolutely no doubt about that Mistress. i was reconciled to accept my fate whatever that would be Mistress!
my plan was to try and keep myself busy this morning as i did have small task to do for Mistress, a visit to the cosmetic section to purchase an eyebrow pencil. What a privilege for a male slave to enter the feminine world of cosmetics! The cosmetics section of any large shop just ooze everything about femininity that i adore - so clean, so precise, so beautiful. Just heavenly and i was a very excited slave as i arrived at the cosmetics section! i had a quick search through all the different brand of cosmetics and then i found the brand i was looking for and luckily for me they had 1 eyebrow pencil in the shade Mistress uses! It was now my turn to take my purchase and meet the graceful and naturally beautiful sales assistant Rachel. i think female sales assistant enjoy serving a male cosmetics, they think i am such a kind and loving person for purchasing cosmetics for my partner and i am certainly not going to destroy their illusion of me! Unfortunately they do not have any more eyebrow pencils in stock so i am only able to purchase 1 pencil today but most importantly, i have achieved my task - always a wonderful feeling for a slave Mistress!
In fact my morning had gone extremely well i had also made a booking for a stretch limousine for Mistress Adira's birthday party. i have a feeling it is going to be such a fantastic night Mistress!! i began to wonder about my punishment, the countdown was now on Mistress - three hours and counting Mistress! i had come to the conclusion that i deserved probably at least 36 strokes and that was not a pleasant prospect Mistress but i could not see that i could hope for anything less. Mistress is always fair with Her punishments and if i was to receive more i only had myself to blame Mistress. At least it made it easier to accept my punishment Mistress! Two hours i was getting more and more nervous. There would be nothing worse than not being able to take my punishment, how embarrassing would that be for a slave, unable to cope with a punishment. That must not happen today Mistress, no matter what Mistress, i had to take my punishment Mistress.
Time passes so slowly when waiting for bad news and i was getting so worried that i left 15 minutes earlier than i would normally leave Mistress. There was no way i was going to be late for my punishment Mistress and risk getting an even greater punishment Mistress!! i arrived just before 4.45pm - 15 minutes before my punishment time so i spent a few minutes down by the river watching the quiet peaceful water flow back and forth. i was as relaxed as i could be Mistress - hopefully i was ready to accept my punishment like a "good" slave Mistress.
i arrived at Mistress Adira's dungeon and i could immediately tell things were not looking good, Mistress was in Her very strict disciplinarian mood. No idle chat, straight into the cross dressing room to get undressed and into the dungeon were the only words spoken! As i headed into the dungeon Mistress Adira was only one step behind giving instructions to move the chair and spanking bench into position. Mistress is very, very precise where the spanking bench must be placed to ensure She has maximum swinging room. If i wasn't scared before Mistress, i was now Mistress! Mistress went to Her canes and selected a thick shiny cane, a few swishes in the air and there was not enough swish for Mistress. She selected another thinner, wispier cane, the type that stings and cuts the skin, the worse type of cane from my point of view! The cane Mistress chose was one of Her favorites i feared. It had no leather grip on the end but Mistress had the perfect solution for that as She left the dungeon for a few seconds returning with a pair of black leather gloves to give Her the grip required!
Gulp, i was really in for it this time, Mistress has never used Her black leather gloves when caning me before. She has never had to get such a good solid grip. i immediately thought i was getting the full swing today, there was going to be no holding back from Mistress Adira for this punishment! i was getting slightly embarrassed as Mistress' cock was getting aroused. Please cock i muttered to myself, do not get into an aroused state. i thought that may only add to my punishment if Mistress saw Her cock was getting excited about my punishment! The moment of truth had arrived - just what would my punishment be? Mistress announced in the sternest of voices "36 strokes for your stuff up yesterday slave tate. However, as the impact on attending My nail appointment late was minimal, I have decided to reduce your punishment by 12 strokes so you will receive 24 strokes boy." Before i had a chance to say anything, Mistress Adira continued: "And you will receive 6 strokes of the cane for your handbrake failure last week making your total punishment 30 strokes!"
"Do you have anything to say slave tate?" Mistress said. This was the time when a slave's bravado can get it into big trouble. Did i deserve a deduction on my original sentence? Should i offer to accept 36 strokes for my mistake? Although i was tempted, luckily sense prevailed and i politely replied, "Mistress, no thank You Mistress." What a good move that turned out to be as Mistress Adira was determined to make sure every single stroke hurt! i was in position, bent over the spanking bench, buttocks exposed. i do think how cruel it is that i get caned with no fat on my buttocks to minimize the effect of the stinging blows, a consequence of losing so much weight i never imagined possible Mistress, but there was no more time to waste, Mistress had finished Her practice swings and the swish was ringing in my ears. Mistress Adira looked frighteningly terrifying - the effect of Her wearing Her black leather gloves had taken my punishment to a new level Mistress!
The cold cane was placed against my buttocks: "30 strokes in sets of 6 at a time" Mistress said and then my punishment commenced with as strong a blow Mistress has ever delivered across the middle of my buttocks. "1, thank You Mistress" i responded. Jesus, 29 more of these Mistress and i was going to have some very sore buttocks Mistress! Mistress applied the next 5 strokes in quick succession, each of the same strong force. Most of the blows were across the middle of my buttocks and after the 6th stroke, Mistress Adira walked slowly, ever so slowly around the spanking bench. Oh, what an awesome and scary sight Mistress it was from my lowly position bent over the spanking bench, watching each slow precise step Mistress. It was creating an intense sensation of the strict disciplinarian going about Her task and unfortunately i was the sole focus of Your attention Mistress!
i was not sure what the impact would be of receiving my punishment 6 strokes at a time. Would it be easier for me to accept or was it for Mistress to regain Her strength? It did not take long for me to realize that it certainly was not for my benefit as the 7th blazing stroke was placed across my buttocks. So far so good, Mistress had not delivered one blow low around the crease in my buttocks but i thought too soon as the 8th blow was perfectly placed right in the crease of my buttocks. This blow almost takes my breath away so a quick small deep breath before i respond with "8, thank You Mistress." Jesus, i still have 22 more strokes to come Mistress. i was now glad that i did not volunteer to take Your original punishment in full Mistress! Mistress applied the next 4 strokes in quick succession and then the slow precise walk around the spanking bench occurred again. Not a word was spoken, Mistress just walked around Her prey before resuming Her position to commence my next set of 6 strokes!
The 3rd group of 6 strokes was the hardest and most difficult for me to take Mistress. The middle period of any punishment is always the worst and the full effect of each blow was having an impact on me. my willingness to accept my punishment as a "good" slave was now being tested but thankfully i managed to take each blow and the 3rd walk around was in progress!! The effect of each walk around Mistress was chilling Mistress. i watched each precise step within my view. What an awesome feeling Mistress but there was no time for me to relax, i had 2 very sore buttocks but still had 12 more strokes to suffer Mistress!
The 4th series of 6 strokes were much easier to take Mistress. i was finally in sight of the finishing line Mistress and i was going to be able to take my punishment but that does not mean Mistress, that i did not feel each and every stroke Mistress! i felt each stroke Mistress, especially the ever more so often low blows Mistress. my buttocks were on fire now as my first punishment was completed, now i had to receive my punishment for my handbrake failure but only after Mistress had done Her death walk around me once again. It certainly did not get any easier Mistress as Mistress was now back in place and the final 6 strokes were about to commence!
If i thought the fierceness of each stroke maybe reduced for my handbrake failure, i was soon left in no doubt there was to be no mercy this evening - the last 6 cuts were delivered with the same force and power as each of the previous 24 strokes! Finally my punishment had finished, 30 strokes of the cane had been administered and i was ordered onto my hands and knees to kiss the divine feet of Mistress Adira! An undeserved privilege for me to be afforded such a treat, smelling the aroma of Her toes and shoes allowing me to thank Mistress for administering my punishment by worshiping Her divine feet!
i am glad that my punishment is now over. There is no worse a feeling for a slave Mistress than to have a punishment pending Mistress and i am sure that i will be feeling the effects of this punishment for a few days Mistress! i have a feeling that punishments may be a lot more frequent for me in 2010 as i think any leniency previously given by Mistress Adira has disappeared and that i will be punished for each and every mistake that i make in 2010. If i am correct in this assumption Mistress, it is going to make a 2010 a very interesting and challenging year for Your slave Mistress!
Today was supposed to be a very good and exciting day for me as a slave as Mistress Adira required Her chauffeur this morning but it has turned out to be to be an absolute disaster for me, and it is all my fault! i mucked up BIG time Mistress! Yesterday was just a normal day for me, washing and cleaning my car in preparation for chauffeur duties today. Mistress even had a special task for me to do in the afternoon - find a stretch limousine for U/us to travel in to Mistress Adira's birthday party on 17th April 2010.
All went well from my point of view, my car was spotless and in pristine condition and i had sought quotes from 3 car companies and after dinner Mistress Adira was online, life as a slave had returned to normal...or so i thought Mistress...everything was going swimmingly Mistress! During O/our conversations online Mistress Adira announced that She wished to be picked up at 8.00am to give Her plenty of time to get to Her nail appointment at 8.30am. Yes Mistress, no problems i thought and i was looking forward to a busy day tomorrow as i signed off my computer with the message "Mistress, see You at 8.00am tomorrow Mistress. Goodnight Mistress."
It normally takes me 45 minutes to get ready so i had everything planned, i would set my alarm for 7.00am and give myself plenty of time to shower, get dressed have some breakfast and leave plenty of time to leave home at 8.00am and be waiting outside Mistress Adira's house at 8.30am!!! Yes Mistress, this is where Your slave fucked up big time Mistress. For some reason Your slave had it in his head that he had to be at Your house at 8.30am Mistress!!! i awoke at 7.00am feeling very happy and was showered and dressed by 7.30am. Plenty of time for breakfast, i would be able to leave easily by 8.00am even allowing an extra 10 minutes for any traffic delays. What a good and organized slave (or so i thought Mistress)!!!
After breakfast i sat around for 10 minutes or so waiting for the time to get closer to 8.00am when i could leave and not have to sit around too long outside Mistress Adira's house waiting for my arrival time of 8.30am. At 7.59am it was time to leave, i collected my chauffeur's cap, locked my unit walked down my stairwell feeling very happy as to how well my day had begun when suddenly as I was walking the 20 yards to my car, i went white with shock. A shiver went through my entire body as i approached my car. i thought holy shit, what have you done you idiot, you were supposed to be at Mistress Adira's house at 8.00am, not leave home at 8.00am! i could not believe the mistake i had just made. How could i have got it so wrong? It did not really matter now and there was only two things i could do: 1) was to try and get to Mistress' house as quickly as possible and hope that my mistake would not cause Her to be too late, and 2) ring Mistress Adira immediately to advise Her that i had mucked up big time!!!
i was on the road by 8.01am and ringing Mistress to advise of my horrendous mistake. There was no other way of describing my mistake, there was no excuse, there was nothing unforeseen that had happened, i just had the "wrong time" in my head! i could tell in Mistress Adira's voice that She was slightly worried why Her Chauffeur was not waiting outside as i have been on every other occasion. In a sense i think Mistress was relieved that nothing had happened to me and i advised that i would be there as soon as possible!! Mistress was trying to minimize the probable lateness of attending Her nail appointment by waiting on the side of the road and at 8.22am i was picking Mistress Adira up!
It did not really matter what i felt, at this time the most important thing i could now was to get Mistress to Her nail appointment as close as possible to Her scheduled appointment time of 8.30am! Mistress was quite rightly annoyed by my failure and i was instantly informed that i would be punished for my mistake. That was to be expected Mistress, i have no excuse for my failure Mistress, it was all my fault Mistress! The good news was that i managed to minimize the damage by getting Mistress Adira to Her nail appointment at 8.33am - only 3 minutes late. To a normal person all is well that ends reasonably well but i am not a "normal" person, i am a collared slave and i should not make mistakes and when i do make a mistake, i will be punished and fully deserve to be punished Mistress!
After dropping Mistress off at Her nail appointment, Mistress advised that She had a special task for me, She needed a new eyebrow pencil which i may be able to get at a Chemist or i may have to go to Myer, wherever i went i had to be back at 10.10am!!! "Mistress, yes Mistress" i said, making a big mental note of 10.10am - i could not afford any more mistakes today!!! i went to the nearby shopping centre and made a visit to the Chemist to see if i could be lucky and purchase the eyebrow pencil for Mistress but no luck, they did not keep that brand in their store. So i just had a walk around the shopping centre and i was the most dressed person in the shopping centre in my chauffeur's uniform (without my cap). It was very warm in my uniform but i still had the desire to have a cup of coffee and before i knew it, it was approaching 10.00am and it was time for me to head back to meet and await the return of Mistress Adira.
Waiting for Mistress was not good for me as i had plenty of time to think about what, when, where and how severe my punishment will be. Whatever it is Mistress, it is throughly deserved Mistress. Your slave is the only person responsible for this mistake Mistress! Mistress Adira was ready soon after my arrival and wished to be returned to Her house which was only a short 15 minute journey. Upon arriving at Mistress Adira's house at approximately 10.30am i was informed Mistress had a 10.45 hair appointment which should take around 45 minutes so i would be required again around 11.30 am but Mistress Adira would contact me when She is ready!
Normally i enjoy waiting for Mistress Adira but today i did not just want to sit in my car and ponder my fate too much so i decided to use my time wisely and visited a local shopping centre where maybe i would be able to purchase Mistress Adira's eyebrow pencil! The added bonus was that it was also much cooler inside the air conditioned shopping centre than inside my car Mistress so it was not all gloom and doom Mistress!! i enjoyed my time in the shopping centre, having a good long look around the Cosmetics section. So many wonderful things for a male to look at and be envious but alas for me, they did not have the exact brand of eyebrow pencil Mistress uses!! Time passed quickly, i even had time to look around the female lingerie section. i was thinking maybe it is time to buy maid marian a new bra. It is amazing how special i felt wearing my chauffeur's uniform in the female section. i think everybody was impressed by my look Mistress!
The time was now well after 11.30am and still no word from Mistress. i could nothing other than wait. The joys of being a chauffeur. Midday passed and still no contact. Was i being punished already by being made to wait a longer time? slave's do think strange thoughts at times but Mistress did say She was not sure how long Her hair appointment would take as it depended on just how much they had to do! At around 12.20pm, Mistress contacted me and my waiting was finally over, i was instructed to get back home as soon as possible!
Mistress' hair looked sensational and i was now being given my next set of instructions: Mistress would like to have some lunch and then do some shopping at Spotlight! W/we arrived at the Shopping Centre of Mistress' choice and i was allowed to leave my chauffeur's cap in the car but the big question was, would i be allowed to eat anything? Mistress had made a passing comment in the car that part of my punishment maybe bread and water. i certainly was hoping not as i was famished. i was feeling very hungry and as Mistress looked over the menu, Mistress made Her choice, a Thai Veggie burger and a cappucino. i was then informed that i could have a plain sandwich and a coffee as well! Great relief for me - at least i was being allowed something to eat - a delightful ham sandwich. Yes that is all i was allowed and that is all i had, 2 pieces of buttered bread with slices of ham inside! Still it was a very nice sandwich Mistress. Anything would have tasted nice Mistress as i was so hungry. Lunch was over and now it was time to go to Spotlight!
Mistress Adira commenced looking around Spotlight for various items whilst i followed one step behind! i was feeling slightly confused as i stood often waiting for Mistress to make Her choices. i felt as though i should be standing at attention, tall and straight, but i just did not feel comfortable standing like that in the shop. my natural stance is far more relaxed normally with one knee bent and shoulders slumped. i remained standing in my normal stance. i enjoy looking around Spotlight, it is an eye opener for a male to be in a shop full of such lovely material and other feminine orientated ornaments and bric a brac. After about an hour, Mistress has collected all She needs and it is time to head back to Her house!
Although the journey is short it is long enough for Mistress Adira to announce that my punishment will be at 5.00 pm tomorrow, "that should be long enough for you to think about your punishment" Mistress Adira said. Too long if you ask me especially when i have been given NO indication as to what cane Mistress Adira will use and how many strokes i deserve!! i am not going to try and surmise what may happen Mistress as i know You will decide upon an appropriate punishment and whatever You decide Mistress, i humbly admit it is thoroughly deserved Mistress! The only thing i am not sure about is: will my caning be the only punishment i will receive or will there be more to my punishment this time Mistress? Although i am not going to surmise what my happen that does not mean i will not be wondering, pondering the endless possibilities for the next 24 hours Mistress!!! Mistress there is one thing of which i am certain Mistress and that is, it is going to be a very long 24 hours for Your slave Mistress!!
i was having a quiet relaxing day on Thursday when Mistress Adira contacted me late in the afternoon with a task for me - Her sister was in need of a lift to the airport and Mistress was unavailable so it was a perfect job for Her chauffeur. i am more than happy to assist Mistress Adira in anyway possible and so i was excited that Mistress trusted me with such responsibility, that was until i found out what time her flight was: a 5.00am flight Friday morning!!! Mistress so calmly then announced that i would be required in my full chauffeur's uniform at 4.15am. "Yes Mistress," i responded. After all, what else could i say? A chauffeur is available whenever he is required but in reality, i found it quite exciting to be getting up out of bed at 3.45am in the morning to do a task for my Mistress. i was a very lucky and fortunate slave to have something to do so early in the day!
i planned the rest of my day around getting up at 3.30am. It was going to be a quiet night for me Mistress!!! i did not have any further contact with Mistress Adira until about 10.00pm that night when Mistress advised that Her sister's flight had been cancelled and she was no longer leaving on the 5.00am flight, she had been transferred to a flight leaving the Gold Coast at 8.00am. you beauty i thought, i get to sleep in after all Mistress, that was until Mistress advised the 8.00am flight was an International flight which meant check-in closes at 6.00am and i would be required to pick Her sister up at 5.15am now!! Oh well, the news was not quite as good as it seemed Mistress but it did mean that i would get an extra hours sleep Mistress!
i awoke at 4.30am and was soon dressed in my full chauffeur's uniform and ready to go to work. i arrived at my designated time, collected my passenger and dropped her off by the required time. my morning's work was completed by 6.00am but my days work from far over so i went back to bed for a few more hours sleep until i was to meet Mistress Adira again at midday! Mistress was allowing me to have lunch with Her. It is always a special privilege to accompany Mistress for a meal especially when Mistress allows me free choice of the menu! Although i was not sure it would be good for me, my weight for the week was not looking good, in fact it was looking terrible Mistress. Up quite a bit Mistress and then to go out to lunch on Friday may make the result worse Mistress! i tried to gauge what Mistress' reaction would be to a weigh-in result of an increase in weight. Much to my shock (but expected Mistress), i was quickly informed that no increase in weight would be acceptable. Oh well, may as well enjoy my food today as i may not be eating much over the weekend Mistress i thought!
i decided to have grilled fish with salad and chips whilst Mistress elected a Warm Calamari salad with a glass of wine followed by a cappucino. It was a really nice meal, a perfect way to end my first week of holidays but one which i feared would have huge consequences tomorrow - my dreaded weekly weigh-in! After lunch Mistress Adira required maid marian's assistance to remove the Christmas decorations from Her Christmas tree. A pleasant and not too onerous task and about 4.00pm W/we had finished and it was time to go home and await my fate! i did not have too much too eat on Friday night (a ham and tomato sandwich), for 2 reasons: the most important being Mistress i was not actually feeling too hungry Mistress and secondly, i just hoped against all hoped that maybe i could limit the damage Mistress!!! i went from being a very satisfied and happy slave, having been up very early, to being more apprehensive and concerned about what my weight would be in the morning!!
i had a good nights sleep and awoke just after 8.00am and just before my weigh-in cut off time of 8.30am i stepped on the scales. my fate was about to be determined before my very eyes as i glanced down in the direction of the scales: 75.2. i looked again and again. i must have been dreaming, my weight was actually down 0.3 kilograms from last week! If the scales were correct, i was back to my equal lowest weight ever of 2 weeks ago 75.2 kilograms! i stepped on and off the scales 3 more times Mistress and each time the scales said the same thing. Yes indeed Mistress, Your slave's weight was 75.2 kilograms. Somehow Your slave had survived a most unlikely situation Mistress!
i was feeling fantastic but in a mild state of shock as i seriously expected to maybe have put on as much as 1 kilogram Mistress but the Mistress Goddess' were smiling on me Mistress, i was back feeling slim and terrific again Mistress! Mistress Adira was very pleased with the result and my reward was that i would be permitted to have 1 beer at Retribution that night! What a pleasant surprise for Your slave Mistress as it thought it was going to be quite a long time before i would ever be allowed an alcoholic drink again Mistress!
i had a good time at Retribution last night. Mistress Adira had asked me if i wished to go as myself or maid marian as the weather on the Gold Coast was very warm but there is no choice for me, i just enjoy the opportunity to dress up in my maid's uniform and have a night out in public as maid marian! No matter how hot the weather is it is never too hot for me to not want to wear my lovely feminine lingerie Mistress! Mistress Adira tightened my corset very tight last night. Each time i wear my corset, Mistress tightens the laces that little bit tighter. It is an awesome feeling to have my body encased in such a wonderful designed but restrictive garment Mistress. Females are so lucky Mistress!
i wore my 4" heels for more than 7 hours last night and my legs paid the price - my legs were very, very tired and aching all night Mistress. If the saying "no pain, no gain" is true Mistress, then Your slave gained plenty last night Mistress!!! Only 1 more week of my leave to go. Last week was such a busy and fabulous time for me as a slave, i could not be so lucky to have such another massive week again this week. Or could i Mistress???
Last night Mistress Adira advised that maid marian maybe required to assist with taking down Her Christmas tree today! i went to sleep a happy slave in the hope that i would be seeing Mistress Adira 4 days in a row - what a lucky slave i would be Mistress! Whilst i have been on holidays, Wednesday has become my shaving day and as maid marian may need to look her best today, i decided that i would get up early and do my shaving so that i would be available to serve Mistress Adira! It is good when i have an incentive to get out of bed early whilst on holidays otherwise i fear i would be very lazy Mistress and spend most of the mornings in bed Mistress!!
i was up and in the bath by 9.00am having a nice soak before it was time to shave my legs. my legs feel nice and refreshed after being shaved - very soft and sexy. It does bring out my strong feminine desires Mistress but after completing my shaving i had an SMS to read! Mistress Adira advised that W/we would not be taking down the Christmas tree today but more than likely tomorrow! i was disappointed at not being able to serve Mistress Adira but that is the life of a collared slave - i serve Mistress only when required! Still my initial disappointment with this news soon disappeared as i was still feeling very girlie so i just had to wear some female lingerie and within minutes i was wearing red bra, brown stockings, white panties and white garter belt! What a sexy look Mistress!!!
i had no idea how long i would wear my feminine lingerie. As long as i wanted too i guessed Mistress but just before 1.00pm my lazy day took a wild and fabulous turn. Mistress Adira sent another SMS, She required Her chauffeur at 1.50pm!! You beauty, what a lucky slave after all. It did not matter that i had less than 20 minutes to get ready, i was going to be afforded the privilege of serving Mistress Adira again today! No other details were given in the message. i had no idea how long i would be required, where Mistress wanted to go etc but then again i do not need to know any of these details Mistress as i just do as i am told Mistress!
i arrived at 1.50pm precisely. i was standing in my chauffeur's uniform cap on, ready for work where i was met at the front door by Mistress Adira's sister and i was ushered inside! Mistress stated She would be ready shortly. i removed my cap and stood at attention with my cap being held behind my back and waited! i remained standing at attention for a few minutes. i would have remained for hours if required but after about 10 minutes Mistress Adira was ready to leave! i was given my instructions: Mistress wished to be driven to the Post Office and then She would be collecting Her son where Mistress, Her sister and son would then be going into Surfers for a celebratory drink!
i dropped Mistress Adira off in Surfers at approximately 2.15pm where Mistress advised me that i would be required to be available to pick Her up from 3.30pm. No other instructions, i am the chauffeur, i am to be available whenever required! i did what all good chauffeur's do, went and had a cup of coffee and then waited in my car, and waited and waited. After all, what else does a chauffeur do Mistress? i enjoy just sitting, waiting for Mistress to require me. Loss of my freedom is important to me as a slave, it is not up to me to choose how i spend my time, i spend my time as Mistress Adira requires! Time passes very quickly when i am waiting for Mistress Adira and as it gets closer and closer to 3.30pm and i get more and more excited as i am about to resume service again!
Just after 3.30pm i drove closer to my pick-up point waiting for Mistress Adira to contact me! i waited, waited and waited, checking my phone constantly making sure i did not miss a message or a call. The one thing i do not want to do as a chauffeur is keep Mistress Adira waiting! Just after 3.45pm Mistress Adira contacted to advise She would be ready to be picked up in 5 minutes! i arrived at the designated pick-up point at 3.50pm - no sign of Mistress Adira. I waited in a no-standing zone for a few minutes and still no sign of Mistress Adira. Not wanting to incur a parking fine, i drove off and went for a short lap tour returning in about 3 minutes. still no sign of Mistress Adira. i began to panic. Had i missed something? Was Mistress waiting somewhere different to be picked up? i was getting myself in a mild state of panic, it was so unlike Mistress not to be waiting at the designated time and place!
It was now getting onto 4.05pm, 15 minutes had passed since Mistress Adira had contacted me. i was getting desperate so i rang Mistress hoping to confirm the pick up point, no answer. There was nothing i could do but do another lap! Just before completing my lap Mistress Adira contacted me wanting to know where i was as She was now waiting to be picked up. i breathed a huge sigh of relief. i had not mucked up after all, Mistress Adira had just been delayed and within seconds i was opening the rear doors for Mistress Adira and Her sister to take their place in the back seat for the short journey home!
i always start to panic when things do not appear to be going to schedule as the last thing that i ever want to do is being responsible for keeping Mistress Adira waiting! As it turned out there was nothing to worry about at all. i had had a wonderful 3 hours as Mistress Adira's chauffeur. Whoever thought waiting for Mistress could be so exciting and such an exhilarating time for Your slave Mistress!!
Mistress Adira has been back from Her Christmas break for a few days now and i have been kept a very busy slave since then! Today Mistress required Her chauffeur at 2.00pm so my day was planned wash my car and clean the inside of my car this morning, have some lunch then get dressed in my chauffeur's uniform - sounds simple Mistress! To my surprise i did not wake up till 9.00am and soon i realized i had no time to waste with just enough time for a cup of coffee, then it was out with my bucket and sponge and washing my car again! i seem to be washing my car weekly now Mistress but it is anything but a chore when washing my car for You Mistress. It is a pleasure Mistress and something that i now look forward to and enjoy doing Mistress! Being a chauffeur means i must have a spotlessly clean car and i now realize that having a clean car is just part of the job (albeit a part of the role i did not appreciate prior to becoming Your chauffeur Mistress!)
my car was not that dirty for a change. All that heavy rain on Sunday had left my car quite clean but that does not matter as i was washing and drying my car. That is the easy part as Mistress Adira's chauffeur, the hard part is doing the windows and interior of the car to Mistress' demanding standard! i normally use newspaper to wash my windows to keep streaks to a minimum but unfortunately i had no old newspapers around so it was a soft cloth today and what a difference it made. my windows were sparkling and spotless, even i was impressed and pleased with my effort today Mistress - they did look fantastic!
The next part of my task is the most difficult, cleaning the interior of my car, a task that i have failed in previous attempts! i cleaned the interior in my car park and then took my car out into the sunshine and although i thought it was clean it was not in the real light of day Mistress! So it was a further cleaning outside and yes my car was clean, very clean. i was reasonably confident that my car would pass a Mistress Adira inspection on this occasion. That is always a nice feeling for Your slave Mistress! It was now approaching 11.00am. It takes me just under 90 minutes to clean inside and outside my car and when i returned to my unit i had a message waiting!! Mistress was advising that She now required Her chauffeur at 12.15pm and not 2.00pm as originally advised!! Holy toledo Mistress, in less than 45 minutes i had to be on the road. Luckily for me i had not dilly dallied this morning or i would have been in a right state of panic Mistress. Most unfair to change the time of Your chauffeur being required Mistress!!
At 11.45am i was on the road, looking forward to preforming my duties as Mistress Adira's chauffeur! Mistress did a quick inspection of my vehicle. "Nice clean car slave tate," Mistress stated with a smile but then shock horror, "although there is dust on your console slave." Nothing like having all my self confidence drained in an instant Mistress but Mistress decided that the dust on my console did not warrant a punishment this time. Thank You Mistress!!
Mistress Adira did not require Her chauffeur for too long this afternoon, about 30 minutes in total when i was informed that i was required again at 3.20pm to collect Mistress and take Her back home!! During my waiting time i made good use of my time Mistress, a wet cloth was used to remove all the dust from around the console and steering wheel etc Mistress, Nothing like a slave taking a friendly tip Mistress!!
i returned just before 3.20pm and Mistress Adira contacted me at 3.25pm to say She was ready to be collected! i enjoy being Mistress Adira's chauffeur as Mistress just ignores me completely when i am in my chauffeur's role. Mistress goes about Her business, making phone calls, sending and reading SMS's whilst i concentrate on my job at hand - driving! That is all i am there to do, that is all i have to worry about! There is very little conversation, just eyes on the road for me!!
i returned Mistress back home just after 3.30pm my day's work as Mistress Adira's chauffeur was finished and i was a happy slave heading home! It is amazing just how being Your chauffeur Mistress can take up so much of my time Mistress. From 9.30am to 4.00pm Mistress i was busy doing something in relation to being Your chauffeur Mistress, washing my car, cleaning the inside of my car, driving, waiting and dusting. It is just so exciting and a privilege to be given so many tasks to do as Your slave Mistress!!